I'm going back to Besut tomorrow for Raya and i must say that Ramadhan this year had gone wayy too fast. The whole past few weeks had been fast in fact. I started my sem break since friday, andd heh, i'm missing the classes already. I kinda wish that the holidays will not be that longgg, it doesn't make any difference anyway. Considering the amount of homework we were loaded with, might as well just go to class and have no holiday kan kan. Dah lah im having trouble to concentrate when doing homeworks at home. T.T
Ramadhan had been great. Well, i can't say it's better than the previous one spiritually, heheh, since i can still count with my one hand on how many times did i go for terawih hahaaa. So yeah, i may like to conclude that rules do lead people on doing good deeds but there's this case of keikhlasan but thats another story malas la nk elaborate. But this year's had been BETTER in the case of companionship :D:D and food :D:D and and companionship haha. One thing for sure is that i feel loved and i am truly blessed for where i am standing now and who i am with.
Raya this year will be big as always. Every year there's this thingy where my family will do this thingy and my mum will be in charged for that thingy, and that automatically includes us to be involved in that thingy. Not that im saying we should stop it, it is a very noble thing to do and tuntutan agama kot but im sort of longing for Raya whereby it will be stress free and the car will be kotaks free. To the inhabitants of the van tomorrow, please take note, it's the people at the BACK who will suffer. And please don't marah if i stretch out my feet and it might get in your way/face, it's not my fault that i have long legs.
One thing i can't wait for raya is to see Baby B~ and kaklong and rie. It's our first time kot celebrating raya together, well it has been ages since i raya-ed with kaklong. I'll post family pictures for you, ariff, i know you're readinggg thissss. that is of course if we ever managed to take family pictures, i know you're reading this too paaa.
I should be packing now but im so malas. Takpe lah i'll just make a mental note now what to bring and tomorrow will be a breeze. :D
So happy raya everybody. I know it's kinda early but i doubt that it'll be easy to get internet connection in where i'll be in the next few days eheh. And i doubt i'll be getting the somewhat annoying but at the same time pleasing raya texts that had always been flooding my inbox the past years since i keep changing my number back and forth and i don't think people know which one i'm using except for one eheheh. So i'll be expecting lots of raya texts from you emir! :P
I wonder la why people only say sorry when there's raya. It's becoming like a tradition but where's the true love ya'll? hahaa tapi tapi i ikhlas ni. Maaf zahir dan batin, ampun maaf di pinta, for every words, actions, looks of mine that might offend anyone of you. Some of was truly unintended, but some may have been because of misunderstandings that i am willing to let go. Let's make love and be friends shall we? Or let's be friends and make love? haha okay sounds wrong.
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